About half a year that i didnt came to my blog.. all because i have facebook and twitter le.. so i seldom came to this again.. but i dunno y , i started to write on blog again.. maybe i'm really hurt.. TT...
i have totally truely in love with 3 person since i was primary 6 till going to sec 4.. i join basketball because i like a guy.. i wanna join the fun together and also spent the day tgt with that person..but he avoid me.. and dun dare to face me till now.. and i still dunno y... maybe he really hate me that much.. so i decided to leave the place and i started to play basketball at tekong le.. so ya. i started to make friend with them... slowly.. i like a guy in my school.. he was a nice guy.. he is helpful and cheerful.. even though he doesnt know how to play basketball well enough.. but at least we make a memorable memory.. so i thought he got the same feeling towards me as well.. so i suddenly thought of confessing to him.. so ya i did.. but wad a pity he dun like me.. so ya , i say it okay.. let be friends. but i didnt expect that he avoid me.. YA maybe he have his own reason and dun wish to share to anyone.. but also no need to avoid me till so jia lat right?? when i sitted right next to him, we didnt say anything.. he do his thing, i do my thing... == so sad..
so he graduated .. i take alot of time to forget him.. so ya i make it.. i play ball at tekong all the time.. after few years or something.. i dk ar.. i in love with this guy AND HE AVOIDING ME NOW!!! HOW STUPID HE CAN BE FCK HIM!!
ok, he was younger then me by 1 year old.. but i dun mind.. just onli 1 year... == haix.. i dunno how to explain it.. but i can say is.. he was the onli guy made me feel really really happy spending time tgt with him.. but he also the guy hurt me the most.. i dunno y i like him, but this guy, no gf will die.. he can have another galfriend so fast after breaking up with his ex for 1 week.. the fastest.. haiz.. but his heart this in love with his ex.. he told me.. having a relationship is totally different from having a friend.. be in a relationship can be happier then in friend ship... so i just give him a dirty look.. ==.. there no such thing hello.. for me i dun think so.. i find it equal.. ya maybe i never taste it before , because i dun like to stead and afraid of be in a relationship.. haiz.. i also dunno wad to say le... i am speechless towards him.. i hate him so much now.. when i still like him.. first time sia.. __
Got this gal.. wanna to get back wad she wanted , she use alot of despicable method... there are so many of them hate her so much enough they just wanna slap her.. WTF! and yet she still pretend that's nothing happen... and continue her " plan " fooling her friends and fooling her boyfriend... i just couldnt stand her anymore..
haiz.. there are soooooo many things happen during this 6 month.. i just cannot write everything out at once..
and this gal. is just my friend.. ==''
how i wish she break up with her boyfriend and leave her boyfriend and her friend alone...
lastly till today.. i wanna tell another gal this sentence... if it unofficial stead.. IS not likely a stead.. then dun accept him in the first place.. ZZZ. i can say that all because of u .. he change .. that all. stead dun like a stead.. even it unofficial stead.. STUPID!! FUCK SIA!!
sign off LiTing " i am hurt no matter wad "
